What to do ?

Alright, so i'm 16 leaving home schooling soon and theres no possible way to get enough GCSE's to get into college and do the game design course. The thing i'm asking is, what do i do now ? i want to become a games designer and i'm learning in the mean time but its not enough i think i learn better with someone experienced talking to me and telling me what to do. i'm on disability allowance so i can spend some money a month to be learn't. is there a website or a place in the north west area ?